The hardest time

I just got punched in the face. For the second time.

I didn’t see it coming. It hit me hard. Very hard.

I had to knee
And I vomit
Until my stomach
Was inside out

All I had left to do was cry. I’ve never cried as much. Rivers.

The pain is immense.

But for nothing I would discard it.

Because that means I’m alive.